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THISweetMELODY.[1:09 AM]

i dunno wat i go sch 4...go to sch to slp??actually didn't want to go today..but still went..coz wanna get my papers back...i slept during chi period..i'm jus so tired of life..sumtimes i really hope tt i can slp for a week..w/o gg to sch or go anywhere..slp until i happy...

go sch also no1 cares abt me la...i really wonder..wat r frens for??i mean..blind also can c la..they hadn't been toking to me for like...weeks or days...mayb sumthingy went wrong wif me??i dunno...as wat i always say..i feel so neglected...i mean..afterall..i'm not transparent la...

i'm trying my very best to happy la...but sumhow..it doesn't seems to work..gif me more time..mayb a few days...weeks...mths??i dunno how long i'll take...pls dun mistaken k...i'm not out of love la...zzz..

i jus hope tt i culd meet my cousin more often..coz he always tok to me..crack jokes..well..it's great!!but i dun like to work la..it's so sianz..n when i say it's so sianz..he'll say...work is like tt de ma...u'll get use to it..well..i jus miss those days..i'll b alone at home wif my not-so-close grandma tml n sat..coz my bro wun b at home n my mum go overseas..hope i study at home ba..

THISweetMELODY.[2:36 AM]

today got no pic to accompany my mood...coz i dunno wat the hell my mood shld be...actually didn't 1 2 blog de...but aiya..i also dunno..jus blog la..

wasn't in a gd mood today..coz i haven't recover from yesterday's incident...n i jus felt tt i'm neglected by others la..A math result was ok...but it teached me a lesson...READ INSTRUCTIONS b4 i start doing..coz i didn't c the part where it says leave youur ans in 3 sig fig for qn 1-3...n i lost 3 marks for it...

y i dun like to have confident in myself..is bcoz..when i hope or tot tt i'll get gd results or achieve wat..it actually turned out to b the other way..so isn't it more hurting tt way??i believe tt i didn't get the award doesn't really matter to me anymore...coz at least i gained many experience..be it gd or bad...i got BUC..i got SI rank..i got SPF badge..it's already enuf for me... =) ...so ppl out there..dun worry k...i'm neither sad nor disappointed nor angry... MS CHONG..i nv blame u la..

seriously..i dunno wat i'm thinking..i dunno wat my mood shld b now??i jus feel tt..i'm extra in tis world...n 我对生命一点祈望都没有...同时也失去了生命的方向...if u can't read the few words infront...go to view...encording n change to unicode...well..i definetly hope tt sim yew wun gif up on his a math...jiayou ba..shall stop here..

MENG ZHOU..我没有失恋 ok...u think too much..i'll try to b happy...mayb i jus nid more time..who noes...

THISweetMELODY.[12:48 AM]

unpleasant thingy happened today..mayb it's my fault..i dunno..out of kindness..i told ah lau..can he lower his voice...it's so sharp n loud..disturbing other classes..n he say..wat i meant..so i say again..u tok so loud..u noe u disturbing other classes not..then he say...then u cum n teach la..

so pissed off can..idiot..hear his voice i felt so irritated...n he's disturbing other ppl lo..imagine the class opp u can hear wat u toking abt...

i cried not bcoz u scold me..U 're NOT WORTHY of my tears..ha..dun act smart la..u dun deserve it at all...

i cried bcoz i'm so freaking sick n tired of my life..seriously,sumtimes i tot of giving up my life...esp going to sch..how i wish i can get knock down by the car n get killed immediately...go to sch is jus a waste of my time...look at wat i do in sch..basically rotting...teachers like to neglect us..treat us as transparent..fine..juniors..shoutin n screaming..ask us how to concentrate on studying??we're not DOGs..we dun go sch to listen to ur unreasonable n unclear instructions!!!!!!!u think i like to go to sch??NO..not at all...i wanna gif up on my studies...i dun mind..i'm really very tired of it..

u think force ppl to do sumthingy they like will do them gd??not at all...they'll even dislike u more..n affect the ppl around him/her...i guess no1 can understand my feelings...in sch like tt..at home another story...at home not my fault also kana blame..i think i nid more time...i nid more time to rest..i nid more time to think over thingys...i jus nid to destress..i think i will get depression one day...shall stop here...i noe tt tis thu i will b sick..so i'm not gg sch tis thu!

THISweetMELODY.[12:53 AM]

yoo hoo...we got cheated today la..the chi teacher say got tian xie han zhi..end up dun haf lo..then the chi paper okok la..hmm..then math period..read storybook..chinese period sumtimes reading..sumtimes slping..sumtimes toking..it's like..i jus wanna rest for like 5 mins la..then the teacher cum n say..u confirm will not score well..coz u always slp in class..i was like..hello..i tired can't rest is it..i didn't slp in class lo..wtf..i spent days on reading chi storybook lo..dunno dun anyhow say la..

then phy period..sux like hell la..test..dun even noe how to do..didn't even finish the paper lo..then CF period..so freaking angry la..i jus sit there n HAHAHA..laugh at my fren..then mr l*u scold me la..then say wat..tis kinda laugh so fake..then i paused for a while..i said..wat fake..i was really laughing lo..i said very loudly la..then he also paused awhile..then he say...k*** q*..[he call me]..then i look at him..i turn away la..then he say..i angry le..it's like..wtf la..today freaking unlucky day 4 me la...then after sch went shopping wif jas @ causeway pt..hehe..bought 4 shirts..2 from gior****...2 from h*** t**.....muahaha...then jus reached home not long ago..gotta start doing hw soon..zzz...so tired...sat going tampines mall wif jas for shopping again...haha

THISweetMELODY.[3:29 AM]

i'm very dispapointed in many thingy..yesterday phy paper was a killer can..so difficult..n all those i study didn't came out la..then today's chem was ok..n then a-math..i didn't read the instructions carefully..it says..leave ur ans in 3 sig fig for qn 1-3..n i didn't..coz i didn't noe..then stayed back for oral..it wasn't easy at all la...but teacher say it was ok..still gotta work hard for it..it's 3 weeks down the road..18 aug..

then i went to take a look at the NDP rehearsal..sianz la..every1 mus participate lo...those got CCA de will join the CCA..dun haf de will stand at the no CCA there...then can only say..sux la..sec 3s drills..were seriously very disappointing..i didn't expect ppl to tok n joke in their squad..it's like..sec 3s le lo..NCOs still nv set gd exam for their juniors...then sec 1 squad..no matter how many times i said lock ur arms..dun look around..they dun care...afterall..NP batch before 02 is the best..which means..i believe tt my batch and seniors were great...2003 batch still ok la...but now..i really got nth to say...tml last paper..chi..shall stop here...

anyway..i'll b shifting to another blog..http://wats-life-all-abt.blogspot.com at the end of tis mth i guess..will inform u guys de

THISweetMELODY.[4:33 AM]

the thingy which i m afraid of finally appeared...i wasted my time on typing out the chinese words n printed it for the class..at 1st i only wanted to print 20..but i felt tt mayb it's kinda unfair..so i printed for every1...wat i hate to c is tt will make me feel regret is tt the paper will b on the floor...by tt time..not only i wasted money on paper..i also wasted money on the printer ink...n i gave the class around 2 days ago...today..i finally saw it..coz EUGENE didn't cum to sch past 2 days..so i gave him today...guess wat..i gave him b4 english paper..n i saw it on the floor after english paper..i even told him..NOT TO LET ME C THE PAPER ON THE FLOOR!!!but..i still c it on the floor..i picked it up..n i told him..u dun 1 rite..i TORE the paper infront of him..n he scolded me siao..ok..fine..but his attitude really sux to the core la..haf u even thought of other ppl's feeling??how i wish u culd disappear from my sight or better...get out of the class la..always disturb ppl who wanna study..stop tt inconsiderate behaviour la..CHILDISH...

THISweetMELODY.[1:00 AM]